Random Points

Has anyone had the feeling that when a friend of yours is in deep shit and going through personal hell but your just left there unable to do anything or say something? The feeling that you are utterly useless? That kills me everytime.

Everytime when a friend needs help, i'll try to be there as soon as possible.. But the time comes when that is not enough.. And then your just there, standing dumb in front of your friend being a lamp post or something.. There is no wax on wax off way of dealing with this coz more often then not, you gotta let it go. Seems tough? Well it is. I'd rather let it go then to tell that friend some wrong advise.. The worse thing you can do is give a person some wrong advise.

Sometimes the beauty is in the attempt.. Thats true, but only for yourself.. Not your friend. I learned it the hard way that things dont always go according to what you think it ought to be.. remember that coz it was a hard lesson to learn. But if you dont believe me go ahead and try it.. I cant force anyone to feel the way i do so if you want, learn it yourself

I'm a straight forward guy.. The truth will sometimes hurt you, but would you rather i lie and then hurt you even more? I'd rather you hate me for telling you the truth rather than you hating me because i lied..

Everything you wanna share, i'm here to hear you out and if you want it to be kept silent, i have no right to tell anyone about it so do not worry.. your secrets are safe with me. Dont worry, God doesnt judge us till our end of days, so why should i?

Alright this is it.. till i see you all for the next update.. See ya

Another random note
Oh baby, if you wanna change phones or anything, i dont mind ya.. but i cant buy for you though.. since money doesnt grow on tree ya dear.. hahaha.. Muax

I Kena Suruh Update.. Here You Go

Today I Makan Nasi Lemak at my friend haziq's mum's hotel.. sedap.. Then i came home sleep.. YEAH!!

Holiday 1 week havent finish even one assignment plus i have one paper on wednesday.. Tak study langsung.. Somemore Business Law!! Hehehehe.. Lucky all objective!! Yahoo

Thats all.. See ya for the next update

Well........

Wah!! First entry of the year.. hahahaha.. This goes to show how lazy and busy I am.. Well mostly lazy.. hahahaha

Well updates updates.. err... Well I'm abroad now if ya'll didnt know.. hahahaha.. I am studying at this placed called Swinburne U.. And wow.. the load of the subjects equals to 50KG per.. Thats how heavy it is.. hahaha.. I'm suppose to be studying for my midterm for tomorrow..

And its freaking cold this week and my bloody heater doesnt work.. My sis called the agent to ask the home owner to fix it but after 1 week.. i'm still wearing socks to sleep.. GAH!!! And i think ya'll know how much i "love" cold weathers.. hahahaha.. I "cant" wait for winter.. Hahaha

Err.. I havent done much here... Casino every week pergi, Church pun always go every week k(btw.. Easter is coming up), Clubs belum pergi lagi coz i apparently i have to bring girls in to enter.. Wah!! So that means i haven't dance yet here... And what else do i do here? Oh and i found one nasi lemak shop that sells well.. du'h nasi lemak la!! Not bad

And i just found out something that we are only allowed 4 minute showers.. the reason? I'm not so clear yet.. help me out here!! hahaha.. Bluek.. But in restaurants, water is free... No ordering ais kosong or plain water here.. Best nye!! But the soft drinks ah 2 dollars wei!! Hampeh!!

My friend Mel got married last weekend.. too bad i cant attend.. But i wish her all the best and everyone is expected to pray for her well-being k!! And the name of your child suppose to start with A and end with an R and it rhymes with gAlistaiR.. Hahaha.. But she told me that they are not planning to start a family yet so have to wait la k.. Make sure your ready for it first k!!

Err... My kengkawan.. Well.. What can i say? I miss all of you.. Miss me or not?? hahaha.. Jom idaman!! or Mohsin!! hehehe.. rindu roti canai with teh tarik kurang manis suam la.. sigh.. BUT!! I want to finish my studies here first then i'll work then i'll come back K!!

To my dear Anna.. Well i told you i'll update someday.. Hehehe.. Your sayang here is all good and no i have yet to turn gay on you.. hahaha.. That part memang wont happen la k dear.. You be good k *Loves*

Well thats it folks.. I gotta get back to "studying" coz well.. if i dont.. Memang la fail.. Hahaha.. see ya'll bros and sistas!!

My Third Blog Entry Today.. Screw You, I Like It

Well.. I know its my third entry for the day but i just felt like writing again..

Yesterday, for the first time in a couple of months, was my first jamming session with a new band. Name havent thought about even.. hahaha but will most probably be anything the rest decide.. Not that keen on having a band name.. i just want to play in a band.. hahahaha

Band compromises of 4 people

Renis - Lead Vocals
Dana - Drummer
Jason(PT) - Lead Guitar
Me!! - Bassist + Handsome + Sexy

Hahaha.. yes i just cant help it.. hahaha.. BTW, PT means Part Time.. He's actually our laoshi or sifu.. and yes he can play anything except saxophone. Multi talented guy la he. So anyways for 1 in a half hour yesterday, we were practising the same song over and over and over again. Wanna know how bored i was? go figure.. hahahaha

But its totally understandable coz its a new bands first meeting. somemore we had no idea who each other was (I was the oldest actually.. hahahaha) But towards the end we were practising well already for a first session. Everyone of them are talented in their way and am damn glad to be a part of it even for a short period of time. But when the time comes, we'll give everything we've got!! and finally find a band name!! hahaha

The day of the competition is arriving soon.

I wanna tell you something.. Wanna know why i took classes? I wanted to be better.. My whole life i was telling myself that i was bad in music.. i have no sense of rhtym.. And it affected me during one performance in March where the most talented people i've seen performed their heart and soul.. It was only luck that i was in the band as well.. And due to my lack of experience and lessons, i sucked!! big time.. So now, i dont think like that anymore.. i inflicted hate to that kind of emotion so that i wont have to be that again.. No fear

there is no harm in living in your own dream.. if people dont get that, find people who do coz in time you would be back at living on other person's dream.. And i hate that if that were to happen to me. So this performance in Jan is like my second chance to live my dream. I wont waste it for anything.

so thats it for now but before i leave, i gotta leave something behind. Its a quote from one of my favourite shows.. Try and guess where its from.

"Live the Life, Live the dream, No fear"

Who Says That I Can Only Publish What I Did Today

I'm giving you all another story of mine which happened last Sunday

I was yamchaing alone at this place in SS3.. My favourite spot coz the teh c ping there is awesome.. Hahahah plus cheap too.. cost me around like RM1.40 per. Hahahah.. WOW!! awesome.. so anyways it started like any normal day.. Cars flying to their destination, petrol price decreased, pall mall price was still RM8.20, people flying from one lane to another with no signal (I guess with such a high performance car, they forgot to include some signal lights for the car) and well alone for the day.. My whole family was out.. Hahahaha

So the story begins with this guy going yamchaing after a half day of crappy-ness flowing for his mood.. Went there and guess what!! it was all full!! Damn it! there weren't any tables for my sexy ass to sit.. hahahaha.. so waited for awhile and yes i finally got one

ordered my drink, smoked a cigarette and relaxed.. ahhh.. my crappy mood was starting to wear off.. hahaha.. After a couple of minutes, a guy went around the shop to sell the lottery tickets which has to be scratched.. i donno whats that called anyways.. hahahaha.. then the kid infront of me was like so excited in getting one.. hahahaha.. she asked her father to get her one.. she was barely even 4 or 5 years of age.. to me that was such a funny sight to see!! hahahaha

When the kid got the ticket, everyone in the shop started buying tickets from that guy.. i was so confused.. Hahahaha.. maybe that kid has special powers or something.. but it was kindda funny to see a kid buying a lottery ticket and then it was like an advertisement for everyone in the shop to go and buy the tickets.. "Your never too young to buy a ticket" could be their slogan.. hahahaha.. So anyways.. ciow for nows people.. see ya

Smoking

Smoking. When did i start smoking? Wanna hear a grandfather story.. screw you, i'm telling it anyways.

My first cigarette was when i was like 7 or 8 years old. I remember it perfectly. The brand was Salem. For the first time in my short period of life, i tried 2 sticks of that. The first one was to practise on.. You can't blow into a cigarette k, you can only inhale it. I was 8, and it was my first stick, how in the world was i suppose to know that. Hahahaha

In time, i didnt hold a single stick for nearly 6 years. Then in Form 2, my sweetest friend named anonymous, gave me my third stick. Marlboro Reds. I think my head was spinning after 2 to 3 puffs of that.. i felt like shit, but since everyone was doing it, i did the same. I smoked for like 3 months and then I came to KL..

Well, i started smoking socially, I cant even finish one box of it. That time they were still selling a pack for RM3.90 for 10 sticks of Dunhill.. Cant even finish it.. Hahahaha.. So anyways to cut the story short.. by the end of Form 3, I stopped buying and smoking.. Felt good about that but over the years, i still snuck in a stick or 2 or a puff from friends.

Then during my working period in 2005.. I started again. That time the 14 sticks was still 5 bucks or 4 something for a Marlboro.. From there, i started smoking like mad.. My favourite brand Peter's and Dunhill Lights.. Wow.. But due to the rising cost of those cigarettes and the awesome lowered cost of Pall Mall, I smoke Pall Mall Lights, the biggest pack of all, 25 a box.. Hahahaha

And now the stuff that i want to tell is that, over the years i forgot why i started in the first place. When people asked me last time why i started smoking, i give them so much of excuses.. My top 3 are;

3) When i was working, i had this ass-wipe of a customer so thats why i started smoking.. to feel relax (stupid but it worked on some)
2) My friends all smoke so i follow la. (Stupid excuse even i feel like laughing)
1) I felt curious... then i got hooked on it

Hmmm... Well those were my reasons.. But now, at this moment, i myself know its all bullshit!! So now when someone ask me why i started smoking, i just say.. I have no idea and laugh myself silly.. Hahahaha

Thankful for friends who told me the "benefits" of smoking were.. you guys are "awesome".. hahahaha.. but really la, thanks for sticking with me eventhough im still doing it.

I had an awesome time speaking out.. Till we meet again!! See ya'll

Beginner's Entry

Good God. I have no idea why i wanna start a blog. Some say that well it can really release some stress out.. Better to let out then holding it in right? Yeah!!

So anyways.. for the first timers reading this, Hi. My name is Alistair and yes i will continue writing some stuff coz well.. There's a lot of stuff i would like to talk about. In time

So for now.. Bye