Thursday, November 13, 2008

My Third Blog Entry Today.. Screw You, I Like It

Well.. I know its my third entry for the day but i just felt like writing again..

Yesterday, for the first time in a couple of months, was my first jamming session with a new band. Name havent thought about even.. hahaha but will most probably be anything the rest decide.. Not that keen on having a band name.. i just want to play in a band.. hahahaha

Band compromises of 4 people

Renis - Lead Vocals
Dana - Drummer
Jason(PT) - Lead Guitar
Me!! - Bassist + Handsome + Sexy

Hahaha.. yes i just cant help it.. hahaha.. BTW, PT means Part Time.. He's actually our laoshi or sifu.. and yes he can play anything except saxophone. Multi talented guy la he. So anyways for 1 in a half hour yesterday, we were practising the same song over and over and over again. Wanna know how bored i was? go figure.. hahahaha

But its totally understandable coz its a new bands first meeting. somemore we had no idea who each other was (I was the oldest actually.. hahahaha) But towards the end we were practising well already for a first session. Everyone of them are talented in their way and am damn glad to be a part of it even for a short period of time. But when the time comes, we'll give everything we've got!! and finally find a band name!! hahaha

The day of the competition is arriving soon.

I wanna tell you something.. Wanna know why i took classes? I wanted to be better.. My whole life i was telling myself that i was bad in music.. i have no sense of rhtym.. And it affected me during one performance in March where the most talented people i've seen performed their heart and soul.. It was only luck that i was in the band as well.. And due to my lack of experience and lessons, i sucked!! big time.. So now, i dont think like that anymore.. i inflicted hate to that kind of emotion so that i wont have to be that again.. No fear

there is no harm in living in your own dream.. if people dont get that, find people who do coz in time you would be back at living on other person's dream.. And i hate that if that were to happen to me. So this performance in Jan is like my second chance to live my dream. I wont waste it for anything.

so thats it for now but before i leave, i gotta leave something behind. Its a quote from one of my favourite shows.. Try and guess where its from.

"Live the Life, Live the dream, No fear"

Who Says That I Can Only Publish What I Did Today

I'm giving you all another story of mine which happened last Sunday

I was yamchaing alone at this place in SS3.. My favourite spot coz the teh c ping there is awesome.. Hahahah plus cheap too.. cost me around like RM1.40 per. Hahahah.. WOW!! awesome.. so anyways it started like any normal day.. Cars flying to their destination, petrol price decreased, pall mall price was still RM8.20, people flying from one lane to another with no signal (I guess with such a high performance car, they forgot to include some signal lights for the car) and well alone for the day.. My whole family was out.. Hahahaha

So the story begins with this guy going yamchaing after a half day of crappy-ness flowing for his mood.. Went there and guess what!! it was all full!! Damn it! there weren't any tables for my sexy ass to sit.. hahahaha.. so waited for awhile and yes i finally got one

ordered my drink, smoked a cigarette and relaxed.. ahhh.. my crappy mood was starting to wear off.. hahaha.. After a couple of minutes, a guy went around the shop to sell the lottery tickets which has to be scratched.. i donno whats that called anyways.. hahahaha.. then the kid infront of me was like so excited in getting one.. hahahaha.. she asked her father to get her one.. she was barely even 4 or 5 years of age.. to me that was such a funny sight to see!! hahahaha

When the kid got the ticket, everyone in the shop started buying tickets from that guy.. i was so confused.. Hahahaha.. maybe that kid has special powers or something.. but it was kindda funny to see a kid buying a lottery ticket and then it was like an advertisement for everyone in the shop to go and buy the tickets.. "Your never too young to buy a ticket" could be their slogan.. hahahaha.. So anyways.. ciow for nows people.. see ya

Smoking

Smoking. When did i start smoking? Wanna hear a grandfather story.. screw you, i'm telling it anyways.

My first cigarette was when i was like 7 or 8 years old. I remember it perfectly. The brand was Salem. For the first time in my short period of life, i tried 2 sticks of that. The first one was to practise on.. You can't blow into a cigarette k, you can only inhale it. I was 8, and it was my first stick, how in the world was i suppose to know that. Hahahaha

In time, i didnt hold a single stick for nearly 6 years. Then in Form 2, my sweetest friend named anonymous, gave me my third stick. Marlboro Reds. I think my head was spinning after 2 to 3 puffs of that.. i felt like shit, but since everyone was doing it, i did the same. I smoked for like 3 months and then I came to KL..

Well, i started smoking socially, I cant even finish one box of it. That time they were still selling a pack for RM3.90 for 10 sticks of Dunhill.. Cant even finish it.. Hahahaha.. So anyways to cut the story short.. by the end of Form 3, I stopped buying and smoking.. Felt good about that but over the years, i still snuck in a stick or 2 or a puff from friends.

Then during my working period in 2005.. I started again. That time the 14 sticks was still 5 bucks or 4 something for a Marlboro.. From there, i started smoking like mad.. My favourite brand Peter's and Dunhill Lights.. Wow.. But due to the rising cost of those cigarettes and the awesome lowered cost of Pall Mall, I smoke Pall Mall Lights, the biggest pack of all, 25 a box.. Hahahaha

And now the stuff that i want to tell is that, over the years i forgot why i started in the first place. When people asked me last time why i started smoking, i give them so much of excuses.. My top 3 are;

3) When i was working, i had this ass-wipe of a customer so thats why i started smoking.. to feel relax (stupid but it worked on some)
2) My friends all smoke so i follow la. (Stupid excuse even i feel like laughing)
1) I felt curious... then i got hooked on it

Hmmm... Well those were my reasons.. But now, at this moment, i myself know its all bullshit!! So now when someone ask me why i started smoking, i just say.. I have no idea and laugh myself silly.. Hahahaha

Thankful for friends who told me the "benefits" of smoking were.. you guys are "awesome".. hahahaha.. but really la, thanks for sticking with me eventhough im still doing it.

I had an awesome time speaking out.. Till we meet again!! See ya'll