Lazy Bugger!

God. I am one lazy SOB.. Hahaha!

Sorry unknown readers. It wasnt because i was busy or anything, its just I was procrastinating. And i was pretty busy fighting a demon inside me. No not exorcism, just stress related stuff.

So whats new? What the heck is new in my world? Oh i finally figured out that last semester in Uni is a hectic one. I have 2 assignments due in 2 weeks. 2 presentation in 2 weeks. And guess what, my final presentation is 4 days before my first exam. And during that exam period, I have 2 exams in 2 days. Good God! I'm in for the time of my life. But damn it!! I wish if i complained a bit, everything would be better but damn it!! its the real world and others are in a tighter situation than I am. So i'll just blab it on the blog.

I'm still laughing at "thats what she said" jokes. HAHAHAHA!! thank you.. thats what she said. BAHAHAHAHA!! I'm getting bored nowadays. My stress level is higher than what I'm used to so dang it i hope i'll get through this in one piece. I hope my hair wont fall out. I hope i can still keep whats left of my sanity. Dang it!!

Alright, before this turns into a place where all my misery is written out, i would like to change the subject now!! My sister graduated on wednesday. Congrats to her. Her 2nd graduation I attended. Dang. there were hot chicks there! and alot of em. granted its spring and sunny that day so everyone was wearing awesome dresses. Sexy. Sexy. Sexy!!! Oh and then there was this Scotsman reading out names of the graduates wearing a Kilt. And it popped into my mind that i should wear a kilt during my graduation. Its summer anyways so why not!! Plus to confirm it, I saw a dude walking down the street just now wearing a kilt. So its God's way of telling me that yes, I shall wear a kilt. WOOHOOO!!! I'm so gonna give upskirts. HAHAHAH!!

So theres this one thing i'd like to share out. And its about losing interest. I love playing guitar and bass and now learning some tap dance moves from a friend of mine. But at times, i get bored with it or all the rhythm associated with it are somehow messed up. So i get pissed, smoke a cigarette and dont do it for a couple of hours. Then somehow, it attracts me back, whether its a new song or a new choreography, it will get back on track. Granted, during those hours i loath myself and say that its worthless and I wont amount to anything. But! No matter how many times I say that, the feeling of playing something with the right rhythm just excites me and is a tool to keep me going. I guess i'm not ready to give up yet. If I still can make music and make it exciting, different and all round makes me FUCKING happy then yes. I will do it.

So!! I gotta take a shower, i'll write soon. Cheers boys and girls